I was actually looking forward to Chemo number 5. The 'roids I tell you...they're like 4 good lattes + they last for days.
But today... nope, they didn't do their thang. I may be a junkie. #moreNOWshewantedtoscream
I'm tired. I should have said NO more today.
I should have told the kids that if they wanted to have play dates [found out baseball was canceled once we got to practice] that they have to have the other parents get them + bring them home, or walk if the playdate is within a safe distance. I didn't do either tonight #pushitpushitrealgood
THEN my kidlet's piano teacher's car was kaput and unable to drive over... but she lives close so could I bring her over. I mentioned canceling but she said she lived close by. #DamnifIdidn'tsayYes #shouldhavesaidDAMNiDon'tfeelgood
The bonus was the the minute I pulled up to her teachers home, I realized she lived on the same street as my sassafrass Brit of a friend Lulu... and bonus Italian chicarita Deborah was there as well. Lulu did what all good British chicas do + whipped up a cup-o-tea complete with milk + lemon... #lemonfirstorthemilkcurdles-orisittheotherwayaround and some girlfriend chit chat followed!
So now... my face is washed. My teeth are brushed. My meds have been popped. I'm curled up in bed writing... wondering if I can squeeze in some LOST tonight before the meds take over.
ps. thank you tracey for being my chemo chica today... and loved that my girl brandie did a nice pop-in knowing her day was so busy.