my first lilacs of the year
Spring has been on mind... When I felt the lump in late February, my allergies had already rendered a full blown sinus infection. All around me beautiful lil' reminders of spring + I couldn't help but think that my cancer was blossoming. How could something so dark be related to this time of the year. Cancer is dark, I should have cancer in November. Well I guess I did actually. But cancer in the spring... something wrong about that.
On Friday I was feeling panicked, overwhelmed, lost. While driving to Porltand to meet Betty + then again on the way home Tom did his thing... see for yourself. #whyisityoudon'treallyhearthewordsuntilyouarekneedeepinthem
(Tom Petty)
It's time to move on, time to get going
What lies ahead, I have no way of knowing
But under my feet, baby, grass is growing
It's time to move on, it's time to get going
Broken skyline, movin' through the airport
She's an honest defector
Conscientious objector
Now her own protector
Broken skyline, which way to love land
Which way to something better
Which way to forgiveness
Which way do I go
Time to move on, time to get going
What lies ahead, I have no way of knowing
But under my feet, baby, grass is growing
It's time to move on, it's time to get going
Sometime later, getting the words wrong
Wasting the meaning and losing the rhyme
Nauseous adrenaline
Like breakin' up a dogfight
Like a deer in the headlights
Frozen in real time
I'm losing my mind
It's time to move on, time to get going
What lies ahead, I have no way of knowing
But under my feet, baby, grass is growing
It's time to move on, it's time to get going